Anonymous Love (JP)

この人は実ヒロトけど。。。私がこのアノンを恋しています。。身がもたない。。。も私が実ヒロトさんを好きです。彼は私のビアスをなる。。。何で私がヒロトアノンを対談をいますか？

私の心は鼓動しますいつも私が彼の名前を見ます。。。どれも「問う」と「ポストのレブログ」です。。。

身がもたない。。。私が彼に一対談います。。。最上もの私が思い出すは私を言う彼の唇は甘い。彼は少し近いそして問う「あなたはキッスを欲するか？」それ以来私がヒロトをお熱。。。。もっと大きいにヒロトアノン。。。

私がこのウェブサイトいくども申しあける「私は大丈夫じゃない」。いつも私があそに彼名前を見る。。。私の心が

これは。。。愛ですか？私が空を辛くも知り合う。。。彼はアノンです。。。彼は彼女を有り得。。。私は移しますけど。。。これは驚きいました。。。。今私はもっと悲しい以前私が分かる私が4男の子を好き。。。

それも。。。私はいつもシングルだからこの感じはかにか私はたびたび感じるね。。。胸の厚さ、心のスピードことう、と私の早い呼吸。。。

私は悲しいです。。。私はしたい。。。けど私はしたいないも。。。彼は私にこれを感じる。。。彼は要因私はヒロトさんを欲する有余どれ余人私のビアスをある。。。。

Sorry If Japanese is bad (´。з。｀)ごめんもしも日本語は悪い(*・∧・*)

Anonymous Love

Is not the real Hiroto but….. I fell in love by that anon….. I can’t take this… And I also like real Hiroto…. He has become one of my bias… Why did I put conversation with Hiroto-anon?

My heart beats fast every time I see his name there…. Either in a ask either in a reblog post….

I can’t take this…. I only had one conversation with him…. And the best thing I remember from that is Me saying his lips were tempting and he gets a bit closer to me and asks if I want a kiss… From that moment on I gained a big crush on Hiroto….. and a bigger one by Hiroto-anon….

I said various times that I was not okay at the site….. Every time I see his name there…. My heart seems like that jumps away and I get less air so I bead faster and my chest gets hotter….

Is this…. Love? I barely know him…. He’s an anon…. He could be even a she….. I want to move one over this but I can’t…. This was a big surprise to me…. Now I’m sadder that when I found out that I liked 4 guys at the same time….

BTW…. I was single all my life so this is not something I felt very often…. The chest heat, breading faster and the heart pumping faster as well…...

I feel bad for this…. I want to…. But at the same time I don’t…. He made me feel this…. He will be the cause for me to want Hiroto more than any other bias I have….

I'll write in Japanese in few days... I'm making the translation ^^

RIP TAIJI SAWADA 1966 - 2011 [PT]

desde que descobri que ele se foi fiquei muito trisde.... tentei fazer-lhe uma homenagem mas falhe.....
eu ne sequer gosto dele, que dizer ele não fazia parte de nenhuma das minhas bandas preferidas..... só comeei a ouvir a sua banda tipo desde ontem.... mas porque é que eu tentei fazer-lhe um tributo? porque ele é dos XJapan.... ou era....
não não gosto de XJapan, posso ouvir algumas muscas deles....
bem voltando ao tópico principal..... tentei fazer um rtibuto ao TAIJI-san e não foi para mim a sério que não, eu juro pela minha alma, fi-lo para ele para o honrar o trabalho que fez no XJapan e para honrar também os XJapan e os seus fans.... e também talvez para dar ao Yoshiki-san um sorriso(?) só queria fazer aquilo e falhei por complecto.....odeio quando falho

e esta sou eu....não posso falhar em nada.... vou-me abaixo..... a minha ultima mensage é:

Rest in Peace TAIJI-san

 RIP TAIJI SAWADA

1966 - 2011

doi-me ver que uma vida foi perdida e que o mundo do Jrock perdeu mais um membro....;_;

RIP TAIJI SAWADA 1966 - 2011

since i found out that he was gone i got very sad.... try to make him a tribute but I have failed.....
i don't even like him, i mean he was not part of any band i liked..... i only started to hear his band like since yesterday.... but why did i try to do the tribute to him? because he's from XJapan.... or he was....
no i don't like XJapan, i can hear some musics....
well going back to the main topic..... i try to make a tribute to TAIJI-san and was not for me really, i swear for my soul, i made it to him to honor the work he had with XJapan and to honer also XJapan fans.... and also maybe to give Yoshiki-san a smile(?) i jsut wanted to make that and i totally failed..... i hate when i fail
and that's me.... i cannot fail in anything.... i go down..... my last mensage is:

Rest in Peace TAIJI-san

 RIP TAIJI SAWADA

1966 - 2011

hurts me to see that a live was lost and that Jrock world has lost one more member....;_;

FAINT TO DEATH PART ONE: THE TRUE BEHIND THE LIE "A BAD SITUATION IS ALWAIS A GOOD DISCOVER"

FAINT TO DEATH PART ONE: THE TRUE BEHIND THE LIE

In this chapter are present:

• The Principal (Princ.)

• Fyuuki (F)

• Temuuya (T)

• Tomerou (Tmr)

• Hana (H)

• Kokuyo (K)

• Nemoyuke (N)

• Sora (S)

• Hoshi (Hsh)

• The 'Yame' Triplets [Fuyame (Fym) Kayame (Kym) & Teyame (Tym)]

• Nurse Ikiyama (Nrs Ikym)

• Haruka (Hrk)

• Tenshi (Tnsh)

FAINT TO DEATH PART ONE: THE TRUE BEHIND THE LIE


CHAPTER ONE: A BAD SITUATION IS ALWAIS A GOOD DISCOVER


"In the year of 2998 a horrible fire, in a house situated in Osaka made two victims, a couple with two kids, a 5 years old boy 
and a 2 years old girl. In that fire the children were the only survivors. The boy always knew the reason for all that, the reason of the 
fire and the reason for he and his little sister survived, but he never told anyone, being treated like monsters. Who caused the fire were 
the vampires trying to take the girl of her family without a trace. In the present in the 3020 year, in Tokyo, a girl arrives to school in 
the company of an older guy. Everyone looks at them but she goes like nothing happened. The boy follows her like he was her security. 
They are Kitsune Fyuuki and Kitsune Tomero. Everyone looks at them like they're different form others. They arrive to the inside school 
doors and hear the principal calling them…"
Princ. – Come on in please.
Tomero – Thanks Principal…
Princ.- I've got the honour of having people like you in this school…
Trm (cold) – What do you mean with that?
Fyuuki – Calm down nisan, let the principal explain himself please…
Princ. – Like I was saying, I've the honour of having you here, I hope that you two get along with the other students of the school.  
Now I'll introduce you to your teachers that will lead you to the respective classrooms…
"Comes in a 35 years old man and a 25 years old woman"
Haruka – Hello my name is Haruka and I give class to the 11th 2. You must be Kitsune Fyuuki right?
F – Yes.
Hrk –Come with me, I'll lead you to the classroom.
"Haruka and Fyuuki leave the Principal's Office wile Tomero stays there."
Tenshi – This must be Tomero.
Tmr – Yes I am.
Tnsh – I give class to the 12th 1. Come with me please.
Tmr – Okay.
"Tomero leaves the Principal's Office with Tenshi. They go straight to the end of the hall and turn right. Fyuuki enters the classroom 
and is introduced to the class mates."
Hrk – Class this is Kitsune Fyuuki, she came from Osaka and I hope that you can get along with her.
F (shy) – Hi…
Hrk – Go sit next to Temuuya please.
F – Okay…
"Fyuuki sits next to Temuuya."
Temuuya – Hey, I'm Temuuya, nice to meet you…
F (quietly) – Hi.
T – How are you?
F – Fine.
T (thinking) – Men she's much harder than they told me. Where do you and your parents live? 
F (sad) – I have no parents… They died in a fire accident…
T – Sorry, I didn't know that.
F (starting to cry) – It's okay… I still have my brother. And you? How are you?
T – I'm fine but a bit sad to know that… I'm so sorry for asking that to you…
F – Don't be. Haruka-sensei, can I go to the bathroom please?
Hrk – Yes, but are you okay, Fyuuki?
F – Yes, I just need to get some air if sensei don't mind…
Hrk – Sure… Hana go with Fyuuki and make sure that she gets better okay?
Hana – Yes, Haruka-sensei…
"Hana and Fyuuki leave the classroom and they go to the bathroom. In the 12th1 classroom Tomerou is introduced to his classmates. 
"
Tnsh – Class this is Kitsune Tomero, he came form Osaka and…
Class (whispering) – Isn't that the guy who amazingly survive to the fire of 2998? Yea but where's the little girl?
Tmr (pissed of) – Stop talking about the fire. You have nothing to do with that! And leave my sister alone!
Tnsh – Silence class. Like I was saying Tomero came from Osaka and I want you to be nice to him. Hu… go sit next to Aiko okay?
Tmr – Okay.
"Tomero sits in the end of the room next to the window. The time pass and the first class ends. The bell rings for the break, mean 
wile Fyuuki was already in the classroom and she leaves it before the others. She walks to the front door where she waits for her 
brother Tomero."
F (looking to her watch) – Why are you taking so long? I don't want to spend the break alone.
"Someone gets close to Fyuuki and put his hand in her shoulder. She thinks that's her brother and turns around."
F – Tomerou is it you?
T (smiling) – Nop, I'm Temuuya, you sit next to me in classes remember me?
F – Yes, what do you want?
T – Haruka-sensei asked me to show you the school wile you're not used to it.
F – Okay but I can't do it now because I'm waiting for my brother.
"Tomero comes in that moment."
F – And here he is. Bye!
T (sad) – Bye!
Tmr (cold) – What did that guy back there want it form you?
F – Nothing, he just want it to show me the school. (Murmuring) I guess…
Tmr (looking suspiciously to Temuuya) – Hum okay then. Look if anyone messes with you or talk about the fire you don't…
F (calmly) – I don't tell anything, stay quiet and ignore I know all that…
Tmr (worried) – Fyuuki are you okay?
F(trying to show the opposite )  – Yea sure why wouldn't I be okay??… Um nisan do you like the school?
Tmr – Hum?
F – If you like your classmates? Are they nice?
Tmr – I don't know, and you? Do you like yours?
F - They seem to be nice but I think that's too soon to say that. There is  that guy you saw back there…
Tmr – What does he have in special?
F – He looks very nice but I feel a strange sensation with him… I can't explain it…
Tmr – It's okay. What do you have now?
F - Gym class, how about you?
Tmr – English.
F (going to the locker-room) – Okay good luck then.
Tmr – Yea good luck you too.
"Fyuuki enters in the locker-room wile Tomerou to his classroom. Fyuuki once again is aborted by Temuuya"
T – Hello again.
F – Hi.
T – Is everything okay?
F – Huhum. Why do you ask?
T – It's just curiosity.
F (a bit unconfortable) – Well for your information I'm great, but I don't like to give an interview to a guy that I don't even know  
okay? So if you don't mind I'm going to the locker-room, see you in class…
T – Sure see you in class…
"Fyuuki went to her teacher where and asked where could she find the Gym class wearing"
Hrk –You can get it at the Gym department…
F – Where is that?
Hrk – In the main building.
F – And where is that?
Hrk – Well I can ask someone to lead you there, if you don't mind… I have to give the class. You can go with… (Choosing a  
classmate) Hoshi, can you lead Fyuuki to the Gym department?
Hoshi – Yes sensei… Fyuuki-chan come with me please!!
F – Okay…
"Hoshi and Fyuuki went to the Gym department in the main building. Hoshi meets with the 'Yame' Triplets and they start peeking 
with Fyuuki."
Hsh – Hey you three!! Stop peeking with her!! She haven't done nothing to you!!
Fuyame – Yes we know, but she will make something…
Teyame – In the future…
Kayame – Not that far…
'Yame' Triplets – She will still Temuuya from us…
Hsh – He doesn't even like you!! How can you say something like that?
Fym – Because It's true…
Kym – And we know…
Tym – All about her…
F – Please, I don't know you how can you know all about me?
Hsh – Fyuuki it's useless. They are like this since ever…
F – Can we go to back to class please Hoshi?
Hsh – Sure. Come with me and don't listen these liars…
"Hoshi and Fyuuki went back to the Gym but when they were at the stairs Fyuuki steps over her feet and fall down the stairs, 
hurting her knee… Temuuya was passing by there and sees that… Hoshi help her getting up and Temuuya goes straight to her to help 
her as well. She cries of pain and Hoshi decided to tell to Haruka-sensei."
Hsh (running) – Haruka-sensei!! Haruka-sensei!!
Hrk – What? What is it Hoshi?
Hsh – Fyuuki fell down the stairs!! She hurt her knee and I think she might have her knee broken…
Hrk – Oh my!! Those stairs are very danger, I better go talk to the Principal… You and Hana can go to the infirmary with her… Nurse  
Ikiyama will see her better and if  is sever  she will go to the Hospital of Tokyo okay?
Hsh – Yes. Hana-chan come with me!!
H (dropping the ball) – Okay…
"The two girls went help Fyuuki and lead her to the infirmary, with Temuuya. She faints at the infirmary bed and Nurse Ikiyama 
gives her a sedative so she could feel no pain. Few minutes latter Nurse Ikiyama sees the results"
Nurse Ikiyama – Oh my, this is bad!!
T – What? Tell us what she has please!!
Nrs Ikym – She has a broken leg and a dislocated arm, she must go to the Hospital immediately!!
Hsh – I'll go tell that to Haruka-sensei, Hana, Temuuya, you stay here with her okay?
T – Okay…
H – Sure!
"Hoshi goes straight to the Main building and warns Haruka-sensei that Fyuuki had severed fractures and a dislocated arm…"
Hrk – I'll take her to the Hospital…You go warn her brother…
Hsh – Okay!! Wait!! Who's her brother?
Hrk – He's with Tenshi in the South building, at the English department…
Hsh – Okay, I'm on my way now…
"Hoshi and Haruka-sensei went to the Gym and Hoshi plus Hana went to warn Tomerou about the incident wile Temuuya and 
Haruka-sensei went to the Hospital with Fyuuki."
Tmr (worried) – What?? But is she okay?
H – We don't know yet but if you want to we can go to the Hospital right now…
Tmr – Can I go Tenshi-sensei?
Tnsh – Sure you can she's your only family right? So go!!
Tmr – Thank you so much sensei!!
"Tomerou leaves the classroom with Hana and Hoshi. He goes to the parking lot and Hana and Hoshi see Kokuyo. "
K – Hei!! What's the hurry?
Hsh – You know the new girl in our class? She felt down the Gym stairs…
H – Now your brother went with her and Haruka-sensei to the Hospital…
K – Temuuya is with her? Wait!!! He's in a hospital?
Hsh – Yes…
H – Oh no!!
Tmr – What's happening?
H – Nothing, come with us…
Tmr – I have my car here, ain't this faster this way?
H – Yes but…
Tmr – Come on in… I'm worried with my sister dam it!!
Hsh – Come on Hana-chan, is better this way… Can Kokuyo-kun come with us too?
Tmr – yea sure why not. Come on in dude…
K – Thanks.
"They all go to the Hospital. Mean wile there, Fyuuki was still asleep and a Temuuya decided to talk with Haruka-sensei."
T – Haruka, I don't' know for how long I can take this. We are at the urgency hall, there is too much blood smell here… I can't stand  
it anymore…
Hrk – Calm down, if you want to protect here you must hold your instincts about blood…
T – I know but…
"In that instant Tomerou comes to the Hospital with the others."
Tmr – Where is she?
T – Calm down dude this is a Hospital okay?
Tmr – Shut up. You don't' know what is like to loose your parents and have a young sister with a health problem!!
T – How told you that I don't? I lost my parents when I was 5, my older brother has only a year of difference with me and my  
younger brother the same… I know exactly how it feels like to loose some one….
H – Guys please don't start fighting, Fyuuki-chan is suffering, we must help her okay?
T – You're right Hana-chan…
"Temuuya is interrupted by the Doctor. He says that Fyuuki will have to be there for that night and that tomorrow she will be able 
to go home."
H – Can we see her?
Dr. – I'm sorry but if you are not family no…
Tmr – I'm her brother. May I go see her please?
Dr. – Sure, come with me please…
"Tomerou goes check her sister state and the rest stay there talking."
Hrk – Temuuya you must be less aggressive… They don't know about us and we must be carful okay?
K – Haruka is right. We must be careful so we don't be discovered before the right time…
H – Yes, if they discover that you are what you are, they might be frightened…
Hsh – We are humans and we know how they can both react if they discover this before time… So take it easy…
H (looking to her watch) – Oh dam… I'm late, I've got to go. Sora and Nemoyuke are leaving the school now…
K – Dam, your right. Is almost lunch time and we are here. I'll go you can stay here… You have something strong in you, so I'll leave  
you here with her…
Hsh – I'll go with you Kokuyo-kun…
K – Okay, then, see you guys at home… Hana-chan see you tomorrow at school okay?
H – Okay, bye… Bye Temuuya-kun, Haruka-sama. (Peeking with Hoshi) Hoshi-chan take care of you neck or you might get a bit for a  
present…
Hsh (blushed) – Stop with that Hana-chan… I'm only her friend… Oh goodbye…
H (laughing) – See you tomorrow then…
"They went to pick Sora and Nemoyuke at school and Haruka went home. Temuuya was the only one how stayed there at the 
hospital… He waited till Tomerou live the Hospital to see Fyuuki… She was pale and with a suffering face… She made a sound that 
looked like she was trying to say something, but he didn't understand it. He fell asleep there at the hospital after he said something to 
Fyuuki. The morning went in the next day and Fyuuki was starting to wake up."
F (a bit sleepy) – Hu…? Where am I?
T (looking to her) – You are already awake?
F – What happened to me?
T – You've fell for the Gym stairs and hurt you very badly…
F – What? Ouch…
T – Don't move so much, your arm is dislocated and you have a broken leg.
F – But how did this happen?
T – How should I know? You were the one how fell not me…
F (mad) – How dear you talking to me like that? You don't know me that long to talk to me like that…
T (analyzing her arm) – Well you were going to the Gym when you tripped in your won feet…
F (embraced) – Woa that really sounds like me…
T – If you say so… I just want to know how do you feel now?
F – Good… Where is my brother?
T – At school…
F – I need to go there, I mustn't lose classes, I'm sick of having to stay in a hospital. I hate the hospital smell, the medicines and  
stuffs like that…
T – You look like me in that aspect… I hate hospitals too…
F – Why?
T – I just don't like, I spent much time in one too when I was a kid…
F – Oh, sorry, I didn't…
T – It's okay, now we are even, I made you remembered a bas situation form the past  and you made me remembered a bad situation  
from the past…
F (laughing) – You are funny. It's awkward to have this type of thing is common. I mean how many people don't like hospitals?
T – I know a few, me, my brothers and you…
F (gigging) – You are really funny. Shouldn't you be at school?
T – Yes but, I asked to my brother to say to Haruka-sensei that I'm sick…
F – Lying? That's so mean!!
T – No it's not…
F – Yes it is…
T – No…
F – Yes…
"Suddenly Fyuuki starts feeling a strange thing in her heart. A deep strange and strong feeling for Temuuya, she started to blush, 
and feeling a bit hot…"
T – Are you okay Fyuuki?
F (blushed) – Yes, don't worry… You should better go to school, so you can bring me the notes from the classes I'll miss…
T – Fine, see you later… And try not to think in guys wile you are here… You may get worse…
F (red as a tomato) – Wha..?
T – Nothing? Bye…
F – Bye…
"Temuuya leaves the room and goes to school"
F – What was he trying to say with that? No better why did you fall in love for him? He don't like you, you don know him, and he  
already has a girlfriend. Hana-chan may get mad with me if I say to her that I like her boyfriend… AAAWN I'm doomed!!
T (at Fyuuki's room door) – I have no girlfriend for your information…
F (red) – Wha…
"Fyuuki wile hearing that she faints to her pillow and starts screaming…"
F – AAAAWN (murmuring) I'm so stupid…


END OF CHAPTER ONE